DO U SIT AROUND AND LISTEN TO THE SWEET WORDS OF COMFORT AND THE WORDS THAT MENDS THE HEART FOR A COUPLE OF DAYS ONLY FOR THEIR ACTIONS TO RETURN TO THE WAY IT WAS BEFORE THE BREAK UP, OR DO U BE THE STRONG INDEPENPENT PERSON THAT EVERYONE KNOWS YOU TO BE BUT U FAIL TO SEE BECAUSE OF THE DECEITFUL BLINDS OF LOVE THAT ONLY ALLOW U TO SEE WHAT U WANT TO SEE AND FEEL HOW U WANT TO FEEL REGARDLESS OF THE SITUATION…..?
HOW SHOULD YOU FEEL WHEN ONE DAY A PERSON CALLS TO TELL YOU HOW MUCH THE LOVE YOU AND NEED YOU AND THEN THE NEXT DAY JUST BE REAL NONCHALANT ABOUT THE SITUATION LIKE THEY WASN’T THE ONE LEADING YOU ON WITH ALL THE WORDS THAT YOU DREAM ABOUT HEARING.
LOVE SHOULDN’T BE SOMETHING THAT U DO FOR THE MOMENT OR BECAUSE YOU THINK THAT’S WHAT THE OTHER PERSON WANT U SHOULD LOVE BECAUSE U WANT TO AND ONLY FOR THAT REASON…
I USE TO THINK THAT LOVE WAS JUST AN INSANE IDEA OF A FEELING THAT SPEADED BY SPOKEN WORD AND THEN BECAME AN EXPECTATION THAT EVERYONE WANTED BUT WHEN A FAILED ATTEMP AT LOVE ACCURS ITS NOT AN IDEA ANYMORE BUT A FEELING THAT NO ONE WANTS TO ENDURE BECAUSE OF THE PAIN THAT COMES FROM THE FACT THAT U CANT CONTROL WHO U FALL FOR AND WHY THE FALL OUT OF LOVE….
SO WHAT DO U DO WHEN THE ONE U LOVE DOESN’T WANT YOU…?DO U WAIT AROUND TO SEE IF MAYBE ONE DAY THEY WILL WAKE UP AND REALIZE THAT U JUST MAY BE THE BEST THING THAT AS HAPPEN TO THEM AND THAT THEY CANT LIVE WITH OUT U OR, IS IT THE OTHER WAY AROUND AND ITS U THAT CANT LIVE WITH OUT THEM AND U FEEL AS IF THEY WERE THE BEST THING THAT HAPPEN TO U AND U NEED THIS PERSON TO ACT AS A BACK BONE TO HELP GET THROUGH THIS TEDIOUS PROCESS WE CALL LIFE!!!!
HONESTLY WHY DO WE FALL FOR OTHER HUMANS WHEN WE KNOW THAT MOST LIKELY WE WONT SPEND THE REST OF OUR LIVES WITH THIS PERSON BECAUSE FOREVER IS A LONG TIME AND I DON’T THINK THAT AT 19 A PERSON IS READY FOR FOREVER…OR
WHY SHOULD WE LET THE FEAR OF LOSING SOMETHING THAT WHOLE HEARTEDLY WE NEVER REALLY HAD AND THAT JUST FOR A SPLIT SECOND WAS THE BEST FEELING U HAVE EVER EXPERIENCE IN UR LIFE.
A LOT OF QUESTIONS ABOUT LOVE GOES UNANSWERED BECAUSE PERSONALLY I THINK THAT LOVE WASN’T MEANT TO BE UNDERSTOOD JUST A LIFE LESSON DESIGN TO MAKE A STRONGER RACE OF EMOTIONALLY AWARE PEOPLE.
SO WHAT DO U DO WHEN THE ONE U LOVE DOESN’T WANT YOU…?
YOU LEARN YOU LIVE YOU GROW YOU NEVER REGRET AND U KNOW THAT IN THE END U WILL BE A STRONGER PERSON AND MAYBE ONE DAY THAT INSANE IDEA OF A FEELING SPREADED BY SPOKEN WORD WILL BE YOURS TO HOLD CHERISH AND GROW OLD WITH BUT UN TIL THEN…LOVE HURT AND GET OVER IT BUT DON’T LET IT BREAK U ITS ONLY AN IDEA AFTER ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
~Dash Diesel~
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